I'm so incredibly excited! New Moon official trailer comes out tonight! At the MTV awards. Nobody else seems to be quite as excited about it and that makes me sad. I saw like a 14 seconds pre-trailer and OMG it was freaking awesome! Swoon Bella and Edward kiss. New Moon is only like 6 months and 19 days away. Not that im counting. Sometimes i wish that i didnt get obsessed with things so easily. Like vampire academy for instance. Ive been reading soooooo many fanfics that ive lost count. Most of them are writers' versions of blood promise, the next vamp academy book. It comes out in august! *Smiles* But i cant help but wonder, what if the actualy blood promise isnt as good as all the fanfics ive been reading? that would be awful and really dissappointing. ive been trying not to read many lately, but thats gone done down the drain. I think i just need an escape. thats why i read. thats why i get obsessed. im so infatuated by fantasy that its so much better than reality. And this sounds really really harsh and bitchy, but if people's lives in books are awful it makes my life seem better. But if they have really hot and caring boyfriends *cough Edward and Dimitri cough* then i get really depressed. Why can't guys like that exist in normal life? and even if they did they wouldnt go for me. im ordinary. i have no special attributes or qualities. sigh.
Anyway im going to stop whinging now. and try and sleep. although i have a really painful ringing in my right ear. its pissing me off. grrrs at it. there i go again. will i ever stop whinging? I doubt it.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
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