Songs.

I seem to be posting alot of songs lately. I dont know why. Maybe because they express my thoughts alot better than I could, or maybe its the fact that someone, somewhere, is feeling the same as me. That way I might not feel quite so alone. Less individualised. I may, in some way, relate to people around me.
Maybe not. Maybe they just get stuck in my head like the Noddy song. Endlessly whirling, like so many other thoughts, in my pathetic brain.

Give me spots on my apples.

Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone

Will you be there holding my hand?

I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well, will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with
My superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak
But your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times I
Never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head, if
Not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I'm alive and well will you be
There holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my
Superhuman might
Kryptonite

Thanks For The Memories.

Whilst rearranging my room, I came across a poem that I hadn't seen for ages. This poem was about me, written by someone a few years ago. It's remarkable how something of such few words can reduce me to tears.

Chain Reaction.

So I've successfully managed to piss off everyone.
I'm sorry I don't want to talk.
I'm sorry I've lost my will to trust.
I'm sorry I've made you feel mad.
I'm sorry I feel like I can't tell you anything anymore.
I'm sorry I had to isolate myself from you.
I'm sorry for trying to make things easier for myself.
I'm sorry for being selfish.

Feels like home.

Cos it's been ten days without you in my reach,
And the only time I've touched you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all -
You're still the only one that feels like home.
I've tried cutting the ropes,
Tried letting go but you're still the only one
That feels like home.

It Certainly Is A Wild World

Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breaking my heart you're leaving
Baby, I'm grieving
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breaking my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you a sad girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl