An anonymous source told me that i need to write on my blog more. So that's exactly what im doing. I have nothing of importance to say, or write. After reading emmie's blog i feel like ranting now. she's put me in the mood, as weird as that sounds. but then again, anything that i rant about will be of little significance compared to emma who actually had something importance and justified to rant about. so just keep in mind that im a whiny brag who has nothing else better to do than rant about nothingness.
first off i would just like to point out how much i detest biology. it is probably the most important subject that i need for my future career of pathology. you know the blood people =]. this said, i cant help but hate it. i want to study blood and all its aspects. not the ducking (lol) cross section of a dicot leaf! in no way is this going to help me with my life. it is a waste of my time, the teachers time, everyone's time. the subject is so badly structured and has no orientation or lesson plan. we cut stuff up with scapels, look at it, attempt to find it under a microscope and draw it. yay for learning! like most people are content doing this, but i get so infuriated with the lack of learning. call me a nerd, but i dont care. i want structure, stability, notes, questions - not the bloody questions in the biozone that make no sense to what we are doing and is completely unnecessary do to the incredibly hard nature of the questions. "oh don't worry" says mr i probably shouldnt name on here "we wont be doing things that complex" THEN WHY SET THE FREAKING QUESTIONS!?!?! uh. anyway. i basically failed my biol exam. ok not failed, but went considerably worse than all my other subjects. and why is this you ask? because we have no revision material. we have learnt god knows what but we have no record of anything. the biol exams are so specific and so hard. you need to know the entire textbook word for word off by heart to be able to answer all the questions. like seriously, we didnt learn about the open circulatory system of grasshoppers. who the freaking hell needs to learn that! who would go out of their way to learn something as insignificant as that. i really REALLY dont want to do biol next year. but i cant. it would be so beneficial for me to do it. i wonder if i can quit it, and only come into class for the blood lessons? that would be awesome. then i could do something i really enjoyed. like PE. i know that emma is reading this (as she is the only one who reads this) thinking "what the hell does she want to do PE for. crazy girl" (admit it em, thats what you're thinking). well believe it or not, i actually like PE. especially sports science last year. i loved it. and not being modest, well yeah i am but i dont freaking care, i was good at it. my average for like the entire year was 98%. i loved it. amittedly i hated writing the pracs, but i hate that in physics and chem too. but i loved doing the pracs. i loved learning about the bones and the muscles. i've been discussing all of ashley's anatomy stuff with him because it interests me so much. i love the human body. that sounds a bit sexual doesnt it? let me rephrase i love the internal workings of the human body. sports science was the best. i didnt have any friends in that class but i loved it anyway, which proves how much i loved it coz i die without my friends (especially you emmie). the PE department asked me to do PE 3/4 this year. i turned it down. wanna know why? COZ I HAD TO DO FUCKING BIOL!
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fight the man. quit biol, but don't tell anyone, and do that thing where you only go in for the blood lessons. take up 3/4 pe NOW (don't care if its impossible, i am god and i will make it happen) and enjoy things that little bit more.
ReplyDeleteside note: sometimes it creeps me out how well you know me. however, i know you like that crazy thing called 'exercise' or whatever it is, therefore you wanting to do pe at any level only adds to your insanity.
in saying that.... FAIRY WINGS!!!
heart you to the moon and back
emmie
oh, and ranting pwns butt awesomely.
ReplyDeletetotally awesomely.
i know i dont make sense, but its kind of fun and you should enjoy it and do it more often.
hearts and giggles.